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KOR \u0130NADIN B\u018fD\u018fL\u0130\n( Hekay\u0259)
\nBir ail\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f, iki bac\u0131 vard\u0131. Valideynl\u0259ri o\u011flanlar\u0131ndan ikisini evl\u0259ndirmi\u015f, q\u0131zlar\u0131 da ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurub h\u0259r\u0259si bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yaln\u0131z son be\u015fik \u00f6vladlar\u0131 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ana bir g\u00fcn o\u011flunu yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b deyir ki:
\n\u2013 A bala, biz d\u0259 qocalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, daha \u0259vvlki kimi i\u015f-g\u00fcc, bi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015f ed\u0259 bilmirik. G\u0259l s\u0259ni evl\u0259ndir\u0259k, evimiz\u0259 bir k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7i g\u0259lsin.
\nAna o\u011fluna k\u0259ndd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z ad\u0131 sayd\u0131. Ancaq o\u011flu onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birisin\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259di. O, q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bildirdi ki:
\n\u2013 M\u0259nim \u00f6z ist\u0259diyim var. Haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131n, bir-iki g\u00fcn\u0259 el\u00e7i ged\u0259c\u0259ksiniz.
\nAna q\u0131z\u0131n kiml\u0259rd\u0259n oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. O\u011fluna m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t verib dedi ki:
\n\u2013 A bala, o q\u0131z bizlik deyil. Biz z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f, halal adamlar\u0131q, onlar is\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa m\u00fchitin insanlar\u0131d\u0131r. Sonra pe\u015fman olarsan.
\nO\u011flu anan\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131, \u00f6z dediyind\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259di. \u018flacs\u0131z qalan valideynl\u0259r \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n dediyi \u00fcnvana getdil\u0259r v\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131 evl\u0259ndirdil\u0259r.
\nLakin g\u0259lin ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi. O, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc yat\u0131r, oyanandan sonra da qaynanas\u0131na b\u0259zi tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 verib g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 gedirdi. Qaynata g\u0259linin bu h\u00f6rm\u0259tsiz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259, evd\u0259ki bu nizams\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa v\u0259 o\u011flunun kor inad\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u0259yib r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi.
\nAtan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra da he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di. Anas\u0131 yen\u0259 o\u011fluna yalvar\u0131b dedi:
\n\u2013 O\u011flum, arvad\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa sal, he\u00e7 olmasa bir az i\u015f g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, bi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015f etsin. M\u0259nim d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcm qalmay\u0131b.
\nO\u011flu is\u0259 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yox, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcnahkar \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn o\u011flu i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259nin \u015fahidi oldu; arvad\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb, sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yolmu\u015fdu. Lakin o\u011flan o q\u0259d\u0259r kor v\u0259 irad\u0259siz idi ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, sakitc\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di.
\nAnan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi bu haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa v\u0259 o\u011flunun vecsizliyin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259di. Ax\u0131 o, bu o\u011flunu min bir z\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O gec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flayan ana, bu evd\u0259 art\u0131q ona yer qalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131b s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 par\u00e7a paltar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u0259ssizc\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nAna \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc, lakin g\u0259linl\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n soyuq qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131, y\u00fck olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. N\u0259hay\u0259t, q\u0131zlar\u0131ndan biri anas\u0131n\u0131n bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini e\u015fidib onu \u00f6z evin\u0259 apard\u0131, ona qucaq a\u00e7d\u0131. Lakin anan\u0131n q\u0259lbi son be\u015fik o\u011flundan el\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015fam kimi \u0259riyirdi.
\nBu \u0259snada o\u011flan\u0131n evind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259r tamamil\u0259 t\u0259rsin\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ana ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra evd\u0259 h\u0259r naz\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bir kims\u0259 qalmad\u0131. T\u0259nb\u0259l v\u0259 q\u0259ddar g\u0259lin \u0259lini a\u011fdan qaraya vurmur, o\u011flandan daha \u00e7ox pul t\u0259l\u0259b edirdi. O\u011flan h\u0259m i\u015fd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259lib t\u0259mizlik edir, yem\u0259k bi\u015firirdi. Arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sl \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yaln\u0131z indi anlama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn o\u011flan i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 qay\u0131danda arvad\u0131n\u0131n evd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131l-zin\u0259t \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 pullar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ba\u015fqa birin\u0259 qo\u015fulub qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. Ev bombo\u015f, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7irk i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. O\u011flan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rinin aras\u0131na al\u0131b h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra-h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra a\u011flad\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n vaxts\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k qovulmas\u0131 bir-bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7di. Valideynl\u0259rinin “O q\u0131z bizlik deyil” s\u00f6zl\u0259ri qulaqlar\u0131nda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi.
\nEtdiyi b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcnah\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u0259zil\u0259n o\u011flan d\u0259rhal anas\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Qarda\u015flar\u0131 onu nifr\u0259tl\u0259 qovsa da, sonda bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n evind\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 tapd\u0131. O\u011flan diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb anas\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131na qapan\u0131b h\u0259r g\u00fcn ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmas\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259di.
\nBu hadis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay sonra ana haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na qovu\u015fdu. O, son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan qovrulan o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131na \u0259lini qoyub:
\n\u2013 M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 haqq\u0131m\u0131 halal edir\u0259m, bala… Amma atas\u0131n\u0131n ah\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tindir. Allah g\u00fcnah\u0131ndan ke\u00e7sin, \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259b\u0259di yumdu.
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra o\u011flan tamamil\u0259 t\u0259nha qald\u0131. N\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 bac\u0131lar\u0131 bir daha onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmad\u0131lar. O, h\u0259m atas\u0131n\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu\u011funu bil\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck bir vicdan \u0259zab\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131. Kor t\u0259rsliyinin b\u0259d\u0259lini h\u0259r k\u0259s t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n t\u0259rk edilmi\u015f, kims\u0259siz bir insan kimi \u00f6d\u0259di. Atalar demi\u015fk\u0259n: “B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 baxmayan, b\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259-b\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259 qalar”.
\nH\u00fcseyn \u0130sao\u011flu, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 – publisist,
\nAYB – nin v\u0259 AJB – nin \u00fczv\u00fc<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"