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\u018fziz oxucu, bu m\u00fcnahib\u0259 2004-c\u00fc ild\u0259 \u201cS\u018fH\u0130F\u018fL\u018fR\u201d\u00a0 \u0259d\u0259biyyayt q\u0259zetind\u0259 \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdu. R\u018fhm\u0259tlik \u015fair, publisistik Tofiq Abdin bu m\u0259tni redaksiyaya t\u0259qdim etmi\u015fdir. Maraql\u0131 bildiyimizd\u0259n oxuculara \u00a0t\u0259qdim etm\u0259k ist\u0259dik. Buyurun oxuya bil\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026..<\/p>\n
TOF\u0130Q ABD\u0130N t\u0259qdim edir<\/p>\n
VAQ\u0130F S\u018fM\u018fDO\u011eLU-65<\/p>\n
1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 \u00e7ap olunan M\u018fN BURDAYAM \u0130LAH\u0130 kitab\u0131n\u0131 \u0130stabula m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair v\u0259 etibarl\u0131 insan (t\u0259bii ki \u0259n g\u0259r\u0259kli m\u0259qamlarda) Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu o kitaba bel\u0259 bir avtoqraf yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: Can\u0131m-cig\u0259rim,dostum Alt\u0131nk\u00f6y Tofiq Abdin\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di etibar v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t duy\u011fular\u0131yla.Vaq.S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu. 4-11-196.Bak\u0131.<\/p>\n
V\u0259 bununla \u00fcr\u0259yi soyumam\u0131\u015f \u00fcst\u0259lik \u0259l boyda ka\u011f\u0131zda bir yaz\u0131 da yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Yaz\u0131 bel\u0259ydi : Tofiq,can-cig\u0259r! N\u0259hay\u0259t babat kitab\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir\u0259m.Oxu v\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259bli\u011f et.\u0130mkan daxilind\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u00d6p\u00fcr\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n.Ail\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259smimi salamlar\u0131m\u0131 yetir.Sevgiyl\u0259 Vaq.S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu. 7.11.1996.Bak\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Ah g\u00f6z\u0259lim Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu,\u00a0 n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, s\u0259nin 65 ya\u015f\u0131n oldu.Bir \u00e7ox qorxu ya\u015f h\u0259ddini adlad\u0131n v\u0259 65 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6rd\u00fcn v\u0259 yeni bir m\u00fckafat da ald\u0131n.Halal xo\u015fun olsun. Xat\u0131rlay\u0131rsanm\u0131,m\u0259n s\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox ill\u0259r qabaq bir s\u0259n\u0259dli yaz\u0131 yazmaq ist\u0259diyimi s\u0259n\u0259 bildirdim v\u0259 m\u0259n onun m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n hiss\u0259ni yazm\u0131\u015fdam da\u2026S\u0259n\u0259 o yaz\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m \u0130stanbula getm\u0259zd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259n xahi\u015f etdin ki,b\u0259s n\u0259 olar onu m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ap etdir\u0259rs\u0259n.M\u0259n getdim v\u0259 g\u0259ldim. G\u0259ldim v\u0259 o yaz\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131q arxivimd\u0259 d\u0259 tapa bilmir\u0259m.Onu yenid\u0259n b\u0259rpa etm\u0259k d\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.O g\u00fcnl\u0259r ayr\u0131 bir g\u00fcnl\u0259r idi.S\u0259n indi D\u00f6vl\u0259t adam\u0131san v\u0259 ma\u015fallah m\u00fckafatlar bir-bir g\u0259lir.Halal\u0131n olsun g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u00abBEYRUT\u0130D\u018f B\u0130R M\u018fZAR QALDI\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n
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(\u0130kinci n\u0259\u015fr.Birinci n\u0259\u015fr YOL q\u0259zeti 1992-ci il).<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyadan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir b\u0259z\u0259n<\/p>\n
dekabr ya\u011fmurunda,<\/p>\n
konyak \u00e7iskinind\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
S\u0259ks\u0259ninci ilin dekabr ya\u011fmuruyla<\/p>\n
i\u00e7imin konyak \u00e7iskini<\/p>\n
\u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n
x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259tirdi m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
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Vaqif S\u018fM\u018fDO\u011eLU<\/p>\n
Oxucu m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259 Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunun ad\u0131n\u0131 oxuyan kimi dey\u0259c\u0259k: n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yazmaq olar Vaqifd\u0259n. Bu Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011fludan. Oxucu haql\u0131d\u0131r. Ancaq bu da h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir ki, m\u0259ni d\u0259 q\u0131namaq olmaz. M\u0259n Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunun qara qa\u015f\u0131na, qara g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015fiq deyil\u0259m. Vaqif m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7imin s\u0259sin\u0259, i\u00e7imin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na cavab ver\u0259n bir \u015fairdi v\u0259 inan\u0131n ki, m\u0259n ona q\u0259tiyy\u0259n heyran deyil\u0259m (bir insan v\u0259 \u015eA\u0130R kimi). \u0130\u015f el\u0259 g\u0259tirir ki, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yol yolda\u015f\u0131 olanda bu adam, bu \u015eA\u0130R m\u0259ni dinc durma\u011fa qoymur v\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 dinc durmur. Bax, el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n he\u00e7 bir k\u0259sm\u0259t k\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n al\u0131nan bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u0259 h\u0259min \u00abdinc durmama\u011f\u0131n\u00bb m\u0259hsuludur.<\/p>\n
Rayonday\u0131q. Vaqifin v\u0259 \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bizim ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 yeni olan (x\u00fcsusil\u0259 Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunun h\u0259yat\u0131nda) Xalq C\u0259bh\u0259sinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131ndan birinin toyuna g\u0259lmi\u015fik. Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, (s\u0259f\u0259rin birinci g\u00fcn\u00fc bu m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259lum oldu) Vaqif g\u0259lini g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015e\u0259kiy\u0259 getm\u0259li imi\u015f v\u0259 orada g\u0259linin belini ba\u011flamal\u0131 imi\u015f. Yol uzaq olub, Vaqif \u00e7atmay\u0131b, n\u0259 is\u0259, bax el\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 q\u0131ra\u011fa qoyub toyda i\u015ftirak el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fik. Toy toydu. Bu \u00f6z yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n
Toy bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015eamax\u0131dan ba\u015flad\u0131. Bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, Vaqifdi, m\u0259n\u0259m, bir d\u0259 Vaqifin tama\u015falar\u0131na musiqi yazan, g\u00f6z\u0259l b\u0259st\u0259kar\u0131m\u0131z, Vaqifin b\u00fct\u00fcn c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259mkar\u0131 Ayd\u0131n \u018fzimovdur. Toy bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015eamax\u0131dan ba\u015flay\u0131r\u2026 (Dey\u0259s\u0259n onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 Bak\u0131dan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131).<\/p>\n
\u2026 Toyun birinci g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra istirah\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tan\u0131\u015flardan birinin evind\u0259yik. \u018fsas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 burada vaqe olur. Vaqif m\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn inad\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n zarafata sal\u0131ram, Vaqif dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n diktofonu x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n i\u015f\u0259 sal\u0131ram. Onsuz da Vaqif \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 bir gizli \u015fey yoxdu. Ancaq bu d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259 yolu tuturam, g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 olacaq\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r: – Bura bax\u0131n: bir \u015fer oxumaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m siz\u0259\u2026 M\u0259n deyir\u0259m: n\u0259 \u015fer. (Vaqif \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u015fer oxuma\u011f\u0131 sevmir). Vaqif dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r: bir \u015fer (N\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almaq laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, Vaqif ancaq dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Diqq\u0259t edin: Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r) S\u0259n Allah, Tofiq, s\u0259n Allah\u2026dolama da bizi. Ayd\u0131n, s\u0259n Allah, yeyib i\u00e7mi\u015fik d\u0259 bu gec\u0259\u2026 \u015eer oxuyuram siz\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir xatir\u0259 yoxdu<\/p>\n
als\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r<\/p>\n
ke\u00e7ib f\u0259l\u0259k q\u0259min\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259<\/p>\n
yar\u0131r ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n
Ke\u00e7mi\u015fim \u00e7ox baha<\/p>\n
oturur m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n
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D\u0259niz d\u0259 hay vermir<\/p>\n
daha haraya,<\/p>\n
Haray da s\u00fcst d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/p>\n
sin\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131 ver\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u00e7\u0131x\u0131b araya<\/p>\n
Gah qad\u0131n, gah mill\u0259t,<\/p>\n
gah \u00f6l\u00fcm al\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Oxuyum yen\u0259 d\u0259<\/p>\n
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Da\u011flardan, d\u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n
yad\u0131r\u011fay\u0131r\u0131q,<\/p>\n
Yaman d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q<\/p>\n
ana torpa\u011fa.<\/p>\n
Olmayan yerd\u0259 d\u0259<\/p>\n
qazanc say\u0131r\u0131q<\/p>\n
G\u0259lmi\u015fik el\u0259 bil<\/p>\n
V\u0259t\u0259n yorma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259di h\u0259, nec\u0259di, Ayd\u0131n? Nec\u0259di, Tofiq? \u00c7ox, bel\u0259 n\u0259 deyim, ist\u0259yir\u0259m, siz\u0259 bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 \u015feri oxuyum: Q\u0131\u015fa, da\u011flara\u2026<\/p>\n
Tofiq: \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, Vaqif\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Ayd\u0131n, e\u015fidirs\u0259n, q\u0131\u015fa, da\u011flara, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ma bir h\u0259sr\u0259tim vard\u0131. Yuxar\u0131 Salahl\u0131 k\u0259ndin\u0259 bir h\u0259sr\u0259tim vard\u0131\u2026 M\u0259n orda b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Pu\u015fkinvari bir \u015fer yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Qoy bir \u015fey soru\u015fum, s\u0259n Allah, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, s\u0259nin bu t\u0259bi\u0259t \u015ferl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin nec\u0259dir? Bilirs\u0259n d\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck rus \u015fairi Fet kimi bir adam nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259bi\u0259t \u015ferl\u0259ri yaz\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Fet kimi\u2026 T\u0259bi\u0259t \u015feri\u2026 indi s\u0259n\u0259 bir t\u0259bi\u0259t \u015feri oxuyacam. T\u0259bi\u0259t\u2026 \u0130nsan\u2026 m\u0259n he\u00e7 bir vaxt bunlar\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n ayr\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130nsan t\u0259bi\u0259tsizdirs\u0259, dem\u0259li, insan NAKAMDI! T\u0259bi\u0259t insans\u0131zd\u0131rsa\u2026 t\u0259bi\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 yek\u0259xanal\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259sin. M\u0259nsiz t\u0259bi\u0259t Nakamd\u0131! T\u0259bi\u0259t\u2026 hans\u0131 t\u0259bi\u0259t?.. M\u0259n da\u011flar\u0131 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, d\u00fczl\u0259ri dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m\u2026 O Salyan\u0131n d\u00fcz\u00fc var ha, B\u0259nd\u00f6van d\u00fcz\u00fc, bax o d\u00fcz\u00fcn yol\u011funlar\u0131 m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259, Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunu g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259, Yetimdi. M\u0259n o B\u0259nd\u00f6van \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn yol\u011funlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259ms\u0259\u2026 m\u0259n uzaqdan onlar\u0131 \u0130yd\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131ram, el\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, iyd\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131d\u0131, yol\u011fun o boyda olmaz, yax\u0131na g\u0259lir\u0259m, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, do\u011frudan da yol\u011fundu bunlar, bunlar\u0131 insan \u0259kib. Amma bir \u015feyi anla ki, insan s\u0259hrada\u2026 insan yayda\u2026 bel\u0259 bir \u015fer yazm\u0131\u015fam, Tofiq m\u00fc\u0259llim, olarm\u0131 oxuyum:<\/p>\n
Cin at\u0131na minib k\u00fcl\u0259k,<\/p>\n
N\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib v\u0131y\u0131lt\u0131yla.<\/p>\n
Silib s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcr al\u0259mi<\/p>\n
Yer \u00fcst\u00fcyl\u0259, yer alt\u0131yla.<\/p>\n
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D\u00f6rd yana meydan oxuyur,<\/p>\n
Hay verir bayqu\u015f s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n
Sal\u0131b \u0259lin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259ni<\/p>\n
\u015eaxtan\u0131n buz n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n
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D\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qardan a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r<\/p>\n
T\u0259k, balaca yast\u0131 damlar.<\/p>\n
Pi\u015fik yuxusuna gedir<\/p>\n
Yor\u011fan alt\u0131nda adamlar.<\/p>\n
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Bir n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 \u0259sir k\u00fcl\u0259k,<\/p>\n
Kol qopar\u0131r, a\u011fac \u0259yir.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259rib yol\u00e7unun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n
H\u0259r add\u0131mda qara d\u0259yir.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u0131x \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015fa\u015fq\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259k,<\/p>\n
S\u0259rt q\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flan vaxt\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130sti evd\u0259 yanan ocaq<\/p>\n
Soyu\u011fun sin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Siz Allah, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131n. M\u0259nim \u015ferimi misra-misra ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrl\u0259r. Bu m\u0259ni yand\u0131r\u0131r. Qulaq as\u0131n:<\/p>\n
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Ne\u00e7\u0259 arzu can \u00fcst\u0259dir,<\/p>\n
\u00dcmidl\u0259r b\u0259d ayaqda\u2026<\/p>\n
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Deyin, deyin, siz Allah, hans\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan \u015fairi dey\u0259 bil\u0259r: \u00fcmidl\u0259r b\u0259d ayaqda. H\u0259, kim dey\u0259 bil\u0259r:<\/p>\n
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Ne\u00e7\u0259 arzu can \u00fcst\u0259dir,<\/p>\n
\u00dcmidl\u0259r b\u0259d ayaqda.<\/p>\n
\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r istid\u0259di,<\/p>\n
G\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r soyuqda.<\/p>\n
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Tab qalmad\u0131 daha bizd\u0259,<\/p>\n
Qald\u0131 yurdumuz darda.<\/p>\n
Bir aya\u011f\u0131 sin\u0259mizd\u0259,<\/p>\n
Bir aya\u011f\u0131 m\u0259zarda.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Vaqif, s\u0259n bayaq bir \u015fey dedin e\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif: S\u0259n, \u0259c\u2026 el\u0259m\u0259, bunlar\u0131 yazma. Allah m\u0259n\u0259 bu \u0259ziyy\u0259ti, bu \u0259zab\u0131 \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Allahdan bir arzum var ki, bu \u0259ziyy\u0259t, bu \u0259zab h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 olsun. M\u0259n eqoistlik el\u0259yir\u0259m. Amma \u015eA\u0130R K\u0130M\u0130 bu m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131. Bu \u0259zab. Bu \u0259ziyy\u0259t. Yaz\u0131rsan d\u0259\u2026 yaz\u0131rsan d\u0259\u2026 \u015eair kimi m\u0259n\u0259 bu \u0259zab laz\u0131md\u0131. Bu \u015f\u0259xsi \u0259zab, bu g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131. Bu g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131. \u018flli \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131m var e\u2026 Azadl\u0131q n\u0259di?.. u\u015faqlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, \u00f6z dostlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259\u2026 Quldarl\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirik: hans\u0131 yolla? T\u0259z\u0259 qul tapmaq ist\u0259yirik. Bu quldarl\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq olmad\u0131 ki\u2026 Qul olmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn M\u0259cnun olmaq g\u0259r\u0259kdi\u2026 Dem\u0259li, Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flunu d\u00fcn\u0259n Sekaya\u00a0 (M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259y\u0259 t.a.) \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131larsa, indi Az\u0259rbaycan Milli M\u0259clisin\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racaqlar.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: S\u0259n buna \u0259mins\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: \u018f, be\u2026y\u00fcz faiz. N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan\u2026<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Aman ver, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Kommunist rejimind\u0259\u2026 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n kommunist rejimind\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ap olunmam\u0131\u015fam. Onu bilir\u0259m ki, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n mill\u0259t\u00e7i rejimind\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259r M\u0130SRAMA g\u00f6r\u0259 cavab verm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: N\u0259y\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n deyirs\u0259n bunu?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Ona \u0259sas\u0259n deyir\u0259m ki, bilir\u0259m, kiml\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan hakimiyy\u0259tin\u0259. H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k cavab verim. N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan s\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Onda, Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu, bel\u0259 dey\u0259k d\u0259, s\u0259n hans\u0131 c\u0259miyy\u0259t v\u0259 xalq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fair hesab el\u0259yirs\u0259n? B\u0259lk\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259tsizlik laz\u0131md\u0131, s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: M\u0259n ancaq v\u0259 ancaq C\u018fSUSAM. M\u0259n c\u0259susam. M\u0259n 1958-ci ild\u0259 bir m\u00fcqavil\u0259 ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam. C\u0259susluq m\u00fcqavil\u0259si. KQB-l\u0259 yox, Amerika m\u0259rk\u0259zi k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u0131 il\u0259 yox, Amerika m\u0259rk\u0259zi k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u0131 il\u0259 yox, Allahtaala il\u0259. Onunla m\u00fcqavil\u0259 ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam ki, \u015eA\u0130R olacam. M\u0259n ancaq S\u018fN\u018f xidm\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, ALLAHIMA, ALLAHTAALAYA!Onu da yerin\u0259 yetirir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Dem\u0259li, s\u0259n \u00f6z \u015ferl\u0259rini Allah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Ancaq v\u0259 ancaq.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Hans\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Yox, m\u0259n o boyda yek\u0259xanal\u0131q el\u0259yib Allah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fer yazmam\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259n qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazm\u0131\u015fam, dost \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazm\u0131\u015fam. Be\u015f qad\u0131n sevir\u0259m. Be\u015f dost sevir\u0259m. Yaz\u0131rsan bunlar\u0131? Yazgin\u0259n. Qiym\u0259tli \u015feyl\u0259rdi. M\u0259n t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcm o \u015fair\u0259 ki, onun min oxucusu var. Dem\u0259li\u2026 Dem\u0259li\u2026 primitiv \u015ferl\u0259r yaz\u0131r. M\u0259nim be\u015f-on oxucum var. Onlara qurban olum\u2026 S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259din, s\u0259n\u0259 qurban olum, ay Allah, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259din \u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259din \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, \u018fclaf olmad\u0131m m\u0259n. \u0130nsanam. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar qurultay\u0131nda, s\u0259n yox idin, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f el\u0259dim, birinin d\u0259 s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Dedim o yanvar\u0131n on doqquzundan-iyirmisind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z, bir \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t kimi el\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n ki, m\u0259ni al\u00e7altd\u0131lar, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n qurultay\u0131nda dedim, e\u015fitmis\u0259n d\u0259 bunlar\u0131, m\u0259ni \u0259zdi Sovet imperiyas\u0131. Qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qaba\u011f\u0131nda, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b birini d\u0259 xilas el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, t\u00fclk\u00fc kimi girdim yuvama. Buna kim cavab versin, kim cavab versin m\u0259nim naki\u015filiyim\u0259, \u00fcmidim vard\u0131 ki, C\u018fNN\u018fT\u018f ged\u0259c\u0259m. \u00dcz\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 gedir \u00f6mr\u00fcm, C\u018fH\u018fNN\u018fM\u018f gedir\u0259m. U\u015faqlar gedir, y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 (s\u00f6y\u00fcr) ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla Ayd\u0131n, Sovet Ordusuna, gedib sevirl\u0259r, q\u0131zlar\u0131 al\u0131rlar, \u00f6zg\u0259 ell\u0259rd\u0259. Bu komplekt yoxdu, qad\u0131n\u00a0 komplekti\u2026 almaq, almaq..<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Maraql\u0131d\u0131, Vaqif, maraql\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n
Vaqif: ala bilmirl\u0259r o komplekti, odu ki, evl\u0259nirl\u0259r, g\u0259tirirl\u0259r rus q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015eamax\u0131ya, A\u011fsuya, S\u0259lyana\u2026 sevib g\u0259tirirl\u0259r\u2026 neyl\u0259y\u0259k, qovaq Az\u0259rbaycandan\u2026 sevib ey, sevib o rus q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Mill\u0259td\u0259n, xalqdan, co\u011frafiyadan q\u0259dim \u015feydi bu z\u0259hrimar sevgi\u2026<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Vaqif, olarm\u0131 bir \u015fey soru\u015fum?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Al\u0131b, Kurskdan, al\u0131b, \u00fc\u00e7 u\u015faqlar\u0131 var, n\u0259 olsun bunun ax\u0131r\u0131\u2026 n\u0259 olsun\u2026 ala bilm\u0259yib m\u00fcs\u0259lman q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131, ala bilm\u0259yib (\u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fir).<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Bir \u015fey soru\u015fum s\u0259nd\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaqif: Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, Ayd\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Vaqif, bir \u015fey soru\u015fum s\u0259nd\u0259n, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259, bax bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dediyin anda, s\u0259ni k\u00f6vr\u0259ld\u0259n n\u0259di?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: M\u0259n bunlar\u0131 demi\u015f\u0259m, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar qurultay\u0131nda demi\u015f\u0259m, meydanda demi\u015f\u0259m, bunlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tofiq: Qulaq as, Vaqif, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 s\u0259ni k\u00f6vr\u0259ld\u0259n, i\u00e7inin hans\u0131 nal\u0259sidi, n\u0259di? M\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, s\u0259nin k\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259yind\u0259 hardasa bu dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n da t\u0259siri var. Ancaq s\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki n\u0259di bax bel\u0259 \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n? Hans\u0131 q\u00fcvv\u0259di? N\u0259di?<\/p>\n
Vaqif: \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki \u015eA\u0130RL\u0130Y\u0130M. \u015eA\u0130RL\u0130Y\u0130M. Yalan\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259r F\u00fczulini t\u0259rifl\u0259yirl\u0259r, Abbas Tufarqanl\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259yirl\u0259r. M\u0259ns\u0259 onlarla ya\u015fay\u0131ram, n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131ram. M\u0259n Abbas Tufarqanl\u0131n\u0131n dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rini deyir\u0259m, indi n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyirl\u0259r ki, Qara Qarayev \u00ab\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131ml\u0131 yollarla\u00bb yaz\u0131b, Afrikadan, z\u0259ncil\u0259rin h\u0259yat\u0131ndan, b\u0259s s\u0259nin F\u00fczulin \u00abLeyli v\u0259 M\u0259cnunu\u00bb hardan yaz\u0131b?<\/p>\n
\u015eimali Afrikadan yaz\u0131b d\u0259, \u018fr\u0259bistandan yaz\u0131b. Bura bax, V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259, mill\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0259dim bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 var. M\u018fH\u018fBB\u018fT! Erm\u0259nid\u0259n d\u0259 qabaq olub, yunandan da qabaq olub, \u00c7ind\u0259n d\u0259 qabaq olub. Ham\u0131s\u0131ndan \u018fSK\u0130 bir q\u00fcvv\u0259di. M\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 F\u00fczuli kimi d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131xanda, m\u0259n\u0259 deyirl\u0259r, s\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259yirs\u0259n? T\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcm s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcm o insana ki, bel\u0259 vaxt\u0131 deyir: v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259yirs\u0259n. M\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, Firdovsiy\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, S\u0259diy\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, \u015eekspir\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. N\u0259hay\u0259t, F\u00fczuliy\u0259 d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. Onlara x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259mir\u0259m. F\u00fczuli\u2026 Firdovsi.. bunlar olub. Sonra Az\u0259rbaycan olub. \u00c7ox-\u00e7ox sonra Az\u0259rbaycan olub. Bunlard\u0131 m\u0259nim V\u0259t\u0259nim. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdi m\u0259nim V\u0259t\u0259nim. Erk\u0259k olub, qad\u0131n olub. Q\u0131z olub. N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan\u2026 Eh\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra K\u018fD\u018fRL\u0130 V\u018f D\u018fRDL\u0130\u00a0 bir s\u0259sl\u0259 oxuyur:<\/p>\n
Ey vah n\u0259 yer, n\u0259 yar qald\u0131,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcm dolu ahuzar qald\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2026 Getdi \u0259b\u0259d\u0259, g\u0259lib \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n,<\/p>\n
\u2026 Beyrutid\u0259 bir m\u0259zar qald\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u018fbd\u00fclh\u0259q Hamidindi. T\u0259xmin\u0259n, h\u0259?..<\/p>\n
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