\u015feirl\u0259r<\/p>\n
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\u015e\u0259hidin dilind\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00d6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa etm\u0259di –<\/p>\n qara buluda gir\u0259n aya d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n gizl\u0259ndi m\u0259nd\u0259n…<\/p>\n Kim d\u00fczd\u00fc bu \u00f6mr\u00fc sapa, bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n ha \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131m –<\/p>\n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ard\u0131n\u0131 tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n \u00d6m\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonunda m\u0259rmi dayand\u0131…<\/p>\n \u0130yirmiy\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/p>\n H\u0259min m\u0259rmiy\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m qald\u0131m torpa\u011f\u0131nan,<\/p>\n son d\u0259f\u0259 sarma\u015fd\u0131q bayra\u011f\u0131nan.<\/p>\n \u00d6mr\u00fcm az oldu, amma<\/p>\n v\u0259t\u0259n sevgimd\u0259n tams\u0131nd\u0131 bir az.<\/p>\n Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,\u00a0 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, qar\u0131ynan sevdim,<\/p>\n Qan\u0131m s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r paltar\u0131ynan<\/p>\n sevdim v\u0259t\u0259ni.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n Anam\u0131n sevgisi<\/p>\n \u00e7arda\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131 kimiydi,<\/p>\n \u00e7arda\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda az oldum,<\/p>\n anam a\u011flayanda<\/p>\n \u00e7ardax axtarar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Qonaq-qara olanda<\/p>\n daxaldan m\u0259clis\u0259<\/p>\n g\u0259tir\u0259rdim barda\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n qonaq g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n bardax axtarar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n H\u0259r ax\u015fam<\/p>\n \u00e7\u00f6l qap\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n m\u0259n yand\u0131rard\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n \u00e7\u0131rax axtarar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n Atam toya ged\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini sil\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n toya haz\u0131rla\u015fanda<\/p>\n atam\u0131n yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131mda iki burux vard\u0131, –<\/p>\n “iki arvad alacaq” deyirdil\u0259r<\/p>\n ikiburuxlu ba\u015f q\u0131rxanda<\/p>\n ustam\u0131n yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n …Sevgimi bildirm\u0259y\u0259<\/p>\n \u00f6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa etm\u0259di…<\/p>\n (…ba\u015f\u0131mda iki burux var\u0131d\u0131)<\/p>\n \u00dcr\u0259yim bo\u015f deyil, –<\/p>\n bir m\u0259rmi,<\/p>\n bir nakam sevgi dad\u0131,<\/p>\n bir d\u0259 o q\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131…<\/p>\n N\u0259 o q\u0131z\u0131 soru\u015fun,<\/p>\n n\u0259 d\u0259 bir sual edin,<\/p>\n apard\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 halal edin!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u015feirl\u0259r \u015e\u0259hidin dilind\u0259n \u00d6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa etm\u0259di – qara buluda gir\u0259n aya d\u00f6nd\u00fc, gizl\u0259ndi m\u0259nd\u0259n… Kim d\u00fczd\u00fc bu \u00f6mr\u00fc sapa, bilm\u0259dim, ha \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131m – \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ard\u0131n\u0131 tapa bilm\u0259dim. \u00d6m\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonunda m\u0259rmi dayand\u0131… \u0130yirmiy\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131m, H\u0259min m\u0259rmiy\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131m. Y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m qald\u0131m torpa\u011f\u0131nan, son d\u0259f\u0259 sarma\u015fd\u0131q bayra\u011f\u0131nan. \u00d6mr\u00fcm az oldu, amma v\u0259t\u0259n sevgimd\u0259n tams\u0131nd\u0131 bir az. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,\u00a0 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1786,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42,50,64],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1785","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-antologiya","category-mulliflr","category-poeziya"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1785","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1785"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1785\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1799,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1785\/revisions\/1799"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1786"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1785"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1785"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1785"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}