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N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r var, xatir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r, aylar, d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r var. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131nlara yaz\u0131lan yaz\u0131lar kimi, yadda\u015flara yaz\u0131lan hadis\u0259l\u0259r, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r, d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r, d\u00f6n\u00fcml\u0259r var. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcnya ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firindir ki, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259, tarix\u0259, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s dayaqlara, sars\u0131lmaz qaynaqlara s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259-s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259 ir\u0259liy\u0259, sabaha, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259, arzulara, x\u0259yallara do\u011fru u\u00e7ur v\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015funu he\u00e7 vaxt dayand\u0131rm\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Nolan\u0131n yeni filmi t\u0259nqidl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qald\u0131<\/p>\n
“\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc odlara toxuyum yen\u0259…” – G\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015feiri<\/p>\n
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H\u0259r bir q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259 yazmaq d\u00f6vr\u00fc v\u0259 xatir\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259k m\u0259qamlar\u0131 var. T\u0259xmin\u0259n on il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 k\u0259s haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259 yazmaq bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Ancaq indi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz el\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolu bir h\u0259yatdan ibar\u0259tmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
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Bu \u015firinli-ac\u0131l\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r al\u0259minin m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 vaxt unuda bilm\u0259diyim bir A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 da var. Bu tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131n, dostlu\u011fun yaddan \u00e7\u0131xmaz o anlar\u0131 m\u0259ni \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr. Aram\u0131zdak\u0131 ya\u015f f\u0259rqi \u00e7ox olsa da, bu f\u0259rq he\u00e7 zaman bizim s\u0259mimi dostlu\u011fumuza mane olmad\u0131. T\u0259xmin\u0259n otuz il\u0259 yax\u0131n dostluq el\u0259diyimiz d\u00f6vrd\u0259 onu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 halal, t\u0259miz, t\u0259vaz\u00f6kar, s\u0259mimi, u\u015faq kimi k\u00f6vr\u0259k, k\u00f6rp\u0259 kimi saf, ip\u0259k kimi yum\u015faq g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. H\u0259dd\u0259n \u00e7ox zarafatc\u0131l, dey\u0259n-g\u00fcl\u0259n, \u0259hat\u0259 dair\u0259sini i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131ran, t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z, g\u00f6z\u00fctox, a\u011fayana bir ki\u015fi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t idi A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131. A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00e7ox yollar\u0131n yolda\u015f\u0131, \u00e7ox k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rin sirda\u015f\u0131, \u00e7ox evl\u0259rin qona\u011f\u0131, \u00e7ox m\u0259clisl\u0259rin yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015fuq. Onun yan\u0131nda he\u00e7 vaxt insan g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fmir, narahat olmur, t\u0259ntimir, t\u0259l\u0259smir, rahat v\u0259 azad n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q dostcanl\u0131, elcanl\u0131 adam idi. \u00d6l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r “A\u011fan\u0131n can\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn” and\u0131 dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. Anas\u0131ndan \u00f6tr\u00fc can\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259bii ki, ham\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir. Ancaq bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r ana p\u0259rvan\u0259si olan \u015fair\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. 1979-ci ild\u0259 o anan\u0131 La\u00e7\u0131nda, O\u011fult\u0259p\u0259 k\u0259ndind\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 ziyar\u0259t etmi\u015fdim. \u0130lahi, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qonaqcanl\u0131, el-oba vur\u011funu, t\u0259bi\u0259t p\u0259rvan\u0259si olan bir qad\u0131n idi A\u011fan\u0131n anas\u0131. Onu dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaqdan doymurdum, damar\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131ca tutmu\u015fdum. O da\u011flar\u0131n, d\u00fczl\u0259rin n\u0259 ki g\u00fcl\u00fc-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi vard\u0131sa, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 adbaad say\u0131r, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir, hans\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k hans\u0131 d\u0259rdin d\u0259rman\u0131d\u0131r bir-bir ba\u015fa sal\u0131rd\u0131. O ana oxumam\u0131\u015f h\u0259kim, t\u0259bi\u0259tin lo\u011fman\u0131 olan bir qad\u0131n idi.<\/p>\n
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Bax, A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131n\u0131 bir \u015fair v\u0259 insan kimi o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ana yetirib boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u00e7ox yerl\u0259rind\u0259 – s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259, m\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259, r\u0259smi, qeyri-r\u0259smi t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259, el-oba y\u0131\u011fnaqlar\u0131nda bir yerd\u0259 \u00e7ox olmu\u015fuq onunla. H\u0259r yerd\u0259 d\u0259 onu ad\u0131na layiq, el\u0259 A\u011fa kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Qeyb\u0259td\u0259n, dedi-qodudan, giley-g\u00fczardan, \u015fikay\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaq bir adam idi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r maddi \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri vard\u0131, ancaq he\u00e7 kim\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7maz, minn\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259zdi. Allah onu halall\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dct\u00fcl\u00fc, s\u0131\u011fall\u0131, r\u0259smi geyinm\u0259zdi, t\u0259bii v\u0259 sad\u0259 geyin\u0259r, g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi olar, oldu\u011fu kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
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H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 A\u011fan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u0259n ham\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259yi bir s\u0259sl\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m\u0259xsus q\u00fcrurla onun \u015fair v\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t kimi xarakterini a\u00e7an \u015fahan\u0259 misralar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi ya\u011fd\u0131rard\u0131m:<\/p>\n
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S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0259s\u0259rini, itiliyini<\/p>\n
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Q\u0131l\u0131ncdan, niz\u0259d\u0259n, oxdan alm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n
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B\u0259z\u0259n ilham \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevinc olmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n
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Sevinci, ilham\u0131 yoxdan alm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n
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A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yam, Haqq a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yam,<\/p>\n
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H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ilham\u0131 Haqqdan alm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n
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H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ilham\u0131 Haqqdan alan \u015fair qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u015feirin bayat\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259, bayat\u0131 dilin\u0259 heyr\u0259tini, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini, heyranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259rd\u0259nbir kefimizin k\u00f6k olan vaxtlar\u0131nda bayat\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 deyi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rimizin ayr\u0131 bir l\u0259zz\u0259ti var idi.<\/p>\n
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La\u00e7\u0131nda, O\u011fuld\u0259r\u0259d\u0259, \u015e\u0259lv\u0259d\u0259 A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 il\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n maraql\u0131, m\u0259hsuldar, barl\u0131-b\u0259hr\u0259li \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131 idi. O g\u00fcnl\u0259r m\u0259nim yadda\u015f\u0131mda ayr\u0131ca bir m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259slik kimi qal\u0131b. A\u011fa h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 – “Anam s\u0259n\u0259 x\u00fcsusi salam g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi!” – ifad\u0259sini \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgiyl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n
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A\u011fan\u0131n anas\u0131 R\u0259him\u0259 xan\u0131mla aram\u0131zda yaranan ana-bala sevgisinin b\u0259hr\u0259si idi ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn son g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 Bak\u0131da La\u00e7\u0131ns\u0131z ya\u015fayan (Bilmir\u0259m buna ya\u015famaq dem\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc?), \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yind\u0259 olan ana m\u0259ni xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f, “Z\u0259limxan\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n g\u0259lsin, g\u00f6r\u00fcm m\u0259nim o\u011flum nec\u0259dir?”, – demi\u015fdir. Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131ns\u0131z v\u0259 anas\u0131z qalan A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r ikimiz \u0259kiz qarda\u015f kimi bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. A\u011fan\u0131n anas\u0131 t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u015fairi idi, \u00f6z\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n!!!<\/p>\n
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A\u011fa a\u011fa idi, n\u00f6k\u0259r deyildi. A\u011fa sad\u0259 idi, sad\u0259l\u00f6vh deyildi. A\u011fa b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259bii idi, qeyri-s\u0259mimi deyildi. \u018frki \u00e7atan tay-tu\u015flar\u0131na m\u00fcraci\u0259t formas\u0131nda zarafatla “\u018fclaf!” dey\u0259rdi: “\u018fclaf, bu s\u00f6z\u00fc yaman demis\u0259n”, “\u018fclaf, bu \u015feiri yaman yazm\u0131san”, “\u018fclaf, bu g\u00fcn yaman \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f el\u0259din”, “A\u011fan\u0131n can\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn son ill\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 kitab oxumam\u0131\u015fam”. Hardasa qeyri-etik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu ifad\u0259l\u0259ri o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259mimi dey\u0259rdi ki, adam\u0131n can\u0131na ya\u011f kimi yay\u0131lar, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u015firin alq\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, t\u0259rifind\u0259n qiym\u0259tli dost sevgisi kimi q\u0259bul olunard\u0131.<\/p>\n
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M\u0259n \u015f\u0259kil \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sinoy ged\u0259n, o is\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil-m\u0259kill\u0259 aras\u0131 olmayan bir adam idi. \u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n raz\u0131l\u0131q edir\u0259m ki, onu m\u0259cbur edib yax\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdirmi\u015fdik. Bu g\u00fcn otuz illik dostlu\u011fumuzun yegan\u0259 \u015fahidi o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rdi. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxanda La\u00e7\u0131nda, B\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259, G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259, Bak\u0131da, Qazaxda, L\u0259nk\u0259randa – Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yerl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s v\u0259 m\u00fcbar\u0259k anlar\u0131 \u00e7ox xo\u015f duy\u011fularla yenid\u0259n ya\u015fay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
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Bayat\u0131 hikm\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda tez-tez Sar\u0131 A\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 halland\u0131rard\u0131, \u015fair b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funa heyr\u0259tini dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259rdi, Moskvada t\u0259hsil ill\u0259rini xat\u0131rlayanda ad\u0131na “\u0130blis” dediyi m\u00fc\u0259llimini yada salar v\u0259 dostu \u015fair \u0130brahim K\u0259birlinin s\u0259rg\u00fcz\u0259\u015ftl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131, and i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 o\u011flunun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib, “F\u0259xrinin can\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn”, – dey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
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Astadan dan\u0131\u015far, yast\u0131 v\u0259 rahat yeri\u015fl\u0259 yeriy\u0259r, salam ver\u0259nd\u0259 adam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 s\u0131xar, \u015firin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, \u015firin ayr\u0131lard\u0131. Bir xahi\u015fi, arzusu olanda onu \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 dem\u0259z, utana-utana, u\u015faq s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti il\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
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\u015eirin v\u0259 unudulmaz La\u00e7\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn 23 il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. 1979-ci il idi. \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 t\u0259bli\u011f b\u00fcrosunun x\u0259tti il\u0259 do\u011fma V\u0259t\u0259nin dilb\u0259r gu\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q s\u0259f\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Z\u0259ngilan v\u0259 Qubadl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rimi tamamlay\u0131b da\u015fl\u0131-k\u0259s\u0259kli da\u011f yollar\u0131 il\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131na qalx\u0131rd\u0131m. O zaman r\u0259hm\u0259tlikl\u0259r Muradxan Cabbarov La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n birinci katibi, Xanlar M\u0259mm\u0259dov is\u0259 ikinci katibi idi. A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 da o yerl\u0259rin \u015fair o\u011flu kimi, La\u00e7\u0131nda – O\u011fuld\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, i\u015find\u0259-g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n
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A\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259ni Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir ki, bir sin\u0259d\u0259ft\u0259r \u015fair g\u0259lir La\u00e7\u0131na, g\u0259l onu qar\u015f\u0131yaraq. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 deyir ki, o ki el\u0259 sin\u0259d\u0259ft\u0259r \u015fairdi, ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi s\u0131y\u0131rmaq\u0131l\u0131nc \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259s, bir \u015feir de, g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259k. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 oldu. M\u0259n avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi h\u0259r ikisi m\u0259ni \u00e7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131. Salamdan sonra A\u011fan\u0131n \u00e7ox \u015fux t\u0259rzd\u0259 oxudu\u011fu \u015feir Sar\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131n duru sular\u0131 kimi ruhuma axd\u0131:<\/p>\n
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G\u0259ldiyin yer Z\u0259ngilanla Qubatd\u0131,<\/p>\n
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Bizim La\u00e7\u0131n ondan bir az babatd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla ki, yollar s\u0259ni yubatd\u0131,<\/p>\n
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Xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n bu yerl\u0259r\u0259, Z\u0259limxan.<\/p>\n
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La\u00e7\u0131na ilk g\u0259li\u015fim olsa da, uzun ill\u0259r A\u011fan\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asa-asa x\u0259yal\u0259n La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259\u015fhur m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rini, yer adlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. \u015eeir yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn halaldan yo\u011frulmu\u015f maya var idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0131naq m\u0259qam\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim. \u015eahan\u0259 bir g\u00f6rk\u0259ml\u0259 da\u011flara sar\u0131 \u00e7evrilib, \u0259limi g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131raraq A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131n\u0131 da\u011flar qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q v\u0259sf el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m:<\/p>\n
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O\u011fuld\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259ndi, La\u00e7\u0131n oyla\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n
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Qald\u0131rar G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259, Aya \u015fairi.<\/p>\n
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Axar n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri H\u0259k\u0259ri kimi,<\/p>\n
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Ox\u015fadar ilham\u0131 \u00e7aya \u015fairi.<\/p>\n
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Onda bir \u00c7albay\u0131r t\u0259bi\u0259ti var,<\/p>\n
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D\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259z \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 bahar<\/p>\n
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\u00c7\u0259k\u0259r imtahana \u015faxta, boran, qar,<\/p>\n
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\u015eim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar toya \u015fairi.<\/p>\n
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Soru\u015far mayan\u0131, yar\u0131 bulaqdan,<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r mayan\u0131, var\u0131 bulaqdan.<\/p>\n
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\u0130\u00e7\u0259r sar\u0131 kimi Sar\u0131 bulaqdan,<\/p>\n
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O da\u011flar yetir\u0259r boya \u015fairi.<\/p>\n
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Baxar bu d\u00fcnyaya Qatar qayadan,<\/p>\n
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K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r q\u0259mini atar qayadan,<\/p>\n
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S\u0259si zirv\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atar qayadan,<\/p>\n
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Olar da\u011f \u00f6vlad\u0131, qaya \u015fairi.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ox-\u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259r olsun ki, indi bu d\u0259li-dolu misralar\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131-ac\u0131l\u0131, nisgilli duy\u011fularla xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Odu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u00fcl\u00fcyl\u0259 oynay\u0131ram. \u0130ndi ilx\u0131l\u0131, s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fc, nax\u0131rl\u0131, elli-elatl\u0131, aranl\u0131-yaylaql\u0131 La\u00e7\u0131n ac\u0131 bir yuxuya \u00e7evrilib. Muradxan Cabbarov yoxdu, Xanlar M\u0259mm\u0259dov yoxdu, R\u0259him\u0259 ana yoxdu, A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 yoxdu!<\/p>\n
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Bizi f\u0259xri qonaqlar kimi s\u00fcfr\u0259sinin ba\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n \u015e\u0259lv\u0259li Z\u00fclf\u00fc ki\u015fi yoxdu, Ayd\u0131n ki\u015fi yoxdu! B\u0259s n\u0259 var, n\u0259 qal\u0131b o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n? \u0130\u015f\u011fal olunan torpaqlar, ayr\u0131l\u0131q, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131, tapdalanan ruhlar, top at\u0259\u015fi, m\u0259rmi ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 didik-didik olan yurdlar, da\u011f\u0131lan yuvalar, ke\u00e7\u0259n ocaqlar…<\/p>\n
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Be\u015f-on g\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u00f6hb\u0259tidir. Bak\u0131n\u0131n Bin\u0259 q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n q\u0259biristanl\u0131qda bir d\u0259fn m\u0259rasimind\u0259 i\u015ftirak edirdim. A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 da burada d\u0259fn olunub. Q\u0259brin ziyar\u0259tin\u0259 getdim. Diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcm \u015fair qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ruhu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, m\u0259zar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m qara m\u0259rm\u0259rin, sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6rd misras\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qonan tozlar\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259 can at\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc var \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonunda,<\/p>\n
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Ax\u0131 qalas\u0131yam yad\u0131nda s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n
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Bir a\u011fac donunda, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k donunda<\/p>\n
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Yen\u0259 bit\u0259siydim yan\u0131nda s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ox do\u011fru buyurursan, m\u0259nim \u015fair qarda\u015f\u0131m! Halall\u0131\u011f\u0131n, pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, t\u0259mizliyin, a\u011fayanal\u0131\u011f\u0131n, g\u00f6z\u00fctoxlu\u011fun, g\u00f6yd\u0259 qu\u015flar\u0131n, yerd\u0259 da\u015flar\u0131n, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 dilini bil\u0259n da\u011fs\u0131z qalan da\u011flar \u015fairi kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259rin yad\u0131nda qalacaqsan! A\u011fac donunda, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k donunda, m\u0259l\u0259k libas\u0131nda, d\u0259rvi\u015f paltar\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259rinl\u0259, zarafatlar\u0131nla, atmacalar\u0131nla, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rinl\u0259 h\u0259r yaz d\u00fcnyaya yenid\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. H\u0259r pay\u0131z yan\u0131m\u0131zda olacaqsan! Ruh kimi, n\u0259f\u0259s kimi, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 kimi \u015feir kitablar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259-\u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259, \u0259linl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u0259rifli avtoqraflar\u0131 titr\u0259y\u0259n dodaqlar\u0131mla \u00f6p\u0259-\u00f6p\u0259 s\u0259ni xat\u0131rlayaca\u011fam! S\u0259n\u0259 Z\u0259limxan kimi s\u00f6z verir\u0259m, Allah \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259, Tanr\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxsa, \u00f6lm\u0259yib o g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rs\u0259m La\u00e7\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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He\u00e7 yerd\u0259 sa\u011fa-sola d\u00f6nm\u0259d\u0259n birba\u015fa O\u011fuld\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 – \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini yeyib, suyunu i\u00e7diyim oca\u011fa, R\u0259him\u0259 anan\u0131n evin\u0259 yeti\u015fib, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc o evin divarlar\u0131n\u0131n da\u015flar\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u0259c\u0259k, n\u0259f\u0259siniz toxunan yerl\u0259r\u0259 yenid\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s verib, ayaq izl\u0259rinizi ox\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o zaman u\u00e7a-u\u00e7a g\u0259zdiyim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 bu zaman dizin-dizin s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m! O\u011fuld\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qucaq-qucaq d\u0259rib, iki d\u0259st\u0259 ba\u011flayaraq Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131dacaq, n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259d\u0259n Bin\u0259 q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259ki q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa gedib o iki d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc R\u0259him\u0259 anan\u0131n v\u0259 A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n
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Allah\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7oxdu. B\u0259lk\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131n, O\u011fuld\u0259r\u0259 \u0259tirli g\u00fcll\u0259r sizi yenid\u0259n \u00f6z c\u0259nn\u0259tiniz\u0259 – La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n\u0131za qovu\u015fdura!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r var, xatir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r, aylar, d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r var. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131nlara yaz\u0131lan yaz\u0131lar kimi, yadda\u015flara yaz\u0131lan hadis\u0259l\u0259r, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r, d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r, d\u00f6n\u00fcml\u0259r var. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcnya ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firindir ki, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259, tarix\u0259, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s dayaqlara, sars\u0131lmaz qaynaqlara s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259-s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259 ir\u0259liy\u0259, sabaha, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259, arzulara, x\u0259yallara do\u011fru u\u00e7ur v\u0259 u\u00e7u\u015funu he\u00e7 vaxt dayand\u0131rm\u0131r. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1768,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[46,58,50],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mdniyyt","category-layihlr","category-mulliflr"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1767","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1767"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1780,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1767\/revisions\/1780"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1768"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}