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hekay\u0259<\/p>\n
“Da\u011flara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f” silsil\u0259sind\u0259n<\/p>\n
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-Dedim ax\u0131, getmir\u0259m!<\/p>\n
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-Niy\u0259, bax niy\u0259?! – Bac\u0131m Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131ya gedib-qay\u0131dandan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 yaman s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fib. El\u0259 bil hans\u0131sa g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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– Camaat t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcf oralara, b\u0259s dem\u0259zl\u0259r, niy\u0259 bu adam ata yurduna getmir?!<\/p>\n
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-Ata yurdu qal\u0131b ki, ay bac\u0131…<\/p>\n
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-Niy\u0259 qalm\u0131y\u0131f, illafca yax\u015f\u0131 qal\u0131f! Di s\u0259n getm\u0259, m\u0259n gedif \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir koma tikif qalajam… – S\u00f6zd\u00fc deyir, n\u0259 koma-filan tik\u0259ndi, n\u0259 d\u0259 orada t\u0259k-t\u0259nha ya\u015fayan. – G\u0259r\u0259k, bizim ev\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fan “voyyenni”yn\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fayd\u0131m…<\/p>\n
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-N\u0259 bar\u0259d\u0259, ay bac\u0131?<\/p>\n
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-Dey\u0259ydim ki, g\u0259lif burda tikil\u0259j\u0259m!<\/p>\n
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Bilir ki, onu n\u0259 ata yurdunda tikinti tikm\u0259y\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 o zabit\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259 qoyacaqlar. K\u0259ndin yeri d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. Ata yurdunda da h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259 tikil\u0259c\u0259k. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc inand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, yurdumuzda m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti qarovul\u00e7uluq ed\u0259n gizir\u0259 des\u0259, ata evimizin gavurun \u0259lind\u0259n salamat \u00e7\u0131xan hiss\u0259sind\u0259 yayl\u0131q bir qalacaq d\u00fcz\u0259ldib m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti ya\u015famaq olar.<\/p>\n
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-\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259!<\/p>\n
-Hara?<\/p>\n
-Ora.<\/p>\n
-Niy\u0259, ora m\u0259nim….<\/p>\n
-Ta s\u0259nin deyil…<\/p>\n
H\u0259r ikimiz susduq.<\/p>\n
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\u00dc\u00e7 ildir, portaldayam, guya ged\u0259c\u0259m…<\/p>\n
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Vaxtl\u0131-vaxt\u0131nda m\u00fcraci\u0259timi t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259yir, h\u0259tta tez-tez profilim\u0259 girib bax\u0131ram. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir, t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259, \u0259yl\u0259c sistemin\u0259 n\u0259zar\u0259t edir\u0259m. Ax\u0131 Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131ya ged\u0259n yol dolanbac, eni\u015fli-yoxu\u015fludur. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131ndad\u0131r – “my.gov.az”\u0131m, “sima”m, “e-sosial”\u0131m… Pensiyama h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 il var. O vaxta daha da yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Gedim-getm\u0259yim, qay\u0131d\u0131m-qay\u0131tmay\u0131m, bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n
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“H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 getm\u0259mis\u0259n?! Niy\u0259 getmirs\u0259n? B\u0259s n\u0259 vaxt ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?” H\u0259myerlil\u0259rimin at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar kimi, dalbadal \u00fcnvan\u0131ma at\u0131lan suallar\u0131ndan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam da, yen\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r, el\u0259 bil m\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n xainiy\u0259m, qorxa\u011fam-n\u0259y\u0259m?! \u0130ndiy\u0259d\u0259k k\u0259nd\u0259 getm\u0259diyimi v\u0259 yax\u0131n vaxtlarda da getm\u0259k niyy\u0259timin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0259qinl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n kimi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259r\u0259ldib bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susurlar. Sonra, adam\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olaraq, ham\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 b\u0259nz\u0259r sual verir:<\/p>\n
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-B\u0259 niy\u0259?<\/p>\n
-B\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt?<\/p>\n
-G\u0259l m\u0259nn\u0259nn ged\u0259h!<\/p>\n
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D\u0259rsl\u0259rimin \u00e7oxlu\u011funu, s\u0259hh\u0259timi b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirir\u0259m. Suallardan yorulub “val\u0131n o biri \u00fcz\u00fc”n\u0259 \u00e7evirirl\u0259r – susmurlar. O g\u00fcn, bir yas yerind\u0259, d\u00f6zm\u0259yib komuna da cavab verdim:<\/p>\n
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-M\u0259n Qurgen deyil\u0259m, \u018fli Bahadur o\u011flu Rzayev\u0259m! Q\u0131rx ild\u0259n \u00e7ox pedaqoji t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si olan \u0259m\u0259kdar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m. V\u0259t\u0259nimi sevir\u0259m. A\u011fl\u0131m da sizd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 k\u0259sir…<\/p>\n
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Bel\u0259c\u0259, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susub fikr\u0259 dald\u0131lar. El\u0259 bil onlar\u0131n yad\u0131na da\u015f sald\u0131m, dediyim s\u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinin ba\u015f\u0131na d\u0259ydi, ke\u00e7mi\u015fin toruna d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n yan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n
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-H\u0259-\u0259, ax\u0131, s\u0259n oralara el\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d deyils\u0259n. N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n ki? Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda ne\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 oxuyurdun?<\/p>\n
-\u0130kid\u0259.<\/p>\n
-Ta he\u015f-zad!<\/p>\n
Di g\u0259l, yen\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li bax\u0131rlar:<\/p>\n
-Do\u011furdan, ikid\u0259 oxuyurdun?<\/p>\n
-Vallah, ikid\u0259 oxuyurdum.<\/p>\n
-B\u0259s n\u0259t\u0259h\u0259r o yerl\u0259r yad\u0131nda qal\u0131f?<\/p>\n
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Ax\u0131 son otuz ild\u0259, toyda, yasda, \u00e7ayxanada, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z, Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131ndan, h\u0259r qayas\u0131ndan, u\u015faqdan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sind\u0259n el\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, el\u0259 bil \u00f6z \u0259liml\u0259 qoyub \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. G\u0259r\u0259k bundan sonra he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yim…<\/p>\n
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Bu boyda el-oban\u0131 qoyub gedib, yad q\u0131z\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fam – \u015firvanl\u0131. Y\u0259qin, o \u00f6yr\u0259dir. N\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131m torpaq, ata yurdu?! S\u00f6z g\u0259zdirirl\u0259r. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n qabaq da bel\u0259 idil\u0259r. Didi\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015flar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yibl\u0259r – qeyri-ixtiyari buna sevinir\u0259m. Amma tezlikl\u0259 tamam d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259, bu hiss m\u0259ni yaman \u00fcz\u00fcr. Yenilik\u00e7i olsam da, q\u0259rib\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissi il\u0259 onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birini Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131da – smart evl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edir\u0259m: \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub ata yurduna apard\u0131qlar\u0131 u\u015faqlar onlar\u0131 tamam d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. S\u0259sl\u0259ri, xasiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri, h\u0259tta t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259ri d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259n o u\u015faqlara d\u0259rs deyir\u0259m. Co\u011frafiya d\u0259rsi. Onlar h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fi yenid\u0259n quracaqlar, bilir\u0259m…<\/p>\n
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Arvad\u0131m h\u0259r yay deyir ged\u0259k, yoxsa ata yurdunu h\u00f6kum\u0259t\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Onun da a\u011fl\u0131 gedib s\u00f6vet d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259, el\u0259 bilir, mal-m\u00fclk\u00fc h\u00f6kum\u0259t qamarlay\u0131b kolxozun balans\u0131na ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n
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-M\u0259n\u0259 yurd pay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. – deyir\u0259m. – D\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, ata evimizi qaytarmayacaqlar.<\/p>\n
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-B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, qaytard\u0131lar? Ax\u0131 s\u0259n birc\u0259 h\u00f6kum\u0259t idar\u0259sinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259mis\u0259n. H\u00f6rm\u0259tli adamsan…<\/p>\n
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-M\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn statusum da yoxdur…<\/p>\n
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-Noolsun?! – Arvad\u0131m qeyri-ixtiyari, sanki “status”un olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nibmi\u015f kimi s\u0259sini ucald\u0131r, sonra da s\u0259hvini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259n “vurur”. – B\u0259s deyirdin, h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n dibind\u0259 bir u\u015faql\u0131q xatir\u0259m yat\u0131r. Ay n\u0259 bilim, \u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259yir K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin yan\u0131nda. Ax\u0131 biz oralara getm\u0259liyik, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z d\u0259d\u0259-baba yurdunu g\u00f6rm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n
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…biz evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 torpaqlar t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 “\u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259” deyirdim. \u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259-zad deyil, el\u0259c\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rdir. \u00c7aylaq da\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 tikilmi\u015f \u0259yri\u015f-\u00fcyr\u00fc\u015f evl\u0259r, da\u015fl\u0131-k\u0259s\u0259kli dolambac yollar, me\u015f\u0259l\u0259r, yaylaqlar, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xan – \u00fcz\u00fc qaya kimi s\u0259rt, \u00fcr\u0259yi pil\u0259 kimi yum\u015faq insanlar…<\/p>\n
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-\u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259 na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131r. – M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 qab yuya-yuya m\u0259nd\u0259n cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n arvad\u0131ma deyir\u0259m. – Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 aldatm\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n
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Hans\u0131sa ist\u0259kan yuyaca\u011fa nec\u0259 d\u0259yris\u0259, az qala \u00e7atlas\u0131n, amma suyun s\u0259si h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb apar\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7oxu bilmir ki, m\u0259n ikinci sinifd\u0259 oxuyandan biz Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flasaq da, m\u0259n onuncu sinfi bitir\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k, x\u00fcsusil\u0259, son iki ild\u0259 – s\u0259ks\u0259n be\u015f, s\u0259ks\u0259n alt\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259, Qorba\u00e7ovun vaxt\u0131nda, ta, s\u0259ks\u0259n alt\u0131n\u0131n pay\u0131z\u0131nda sovet ordusuna \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 ged\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k, n\u0259n\u0259min yan\u0131na – Yelliyurd yayla\u011f\u0131na, Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131dak\u0131 d\u0259d\u0259-baba yurdumuza gedib-g\u0259lirdim. Nec\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, he\u00e7 k\u0259sin yad\u0131nda qalmam\u0131\u015fam: y\u0259qin, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 boz, m\u0259nas\u0131z adam olmu\u015fam…<\/p>\n
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\u0130ncim\u0259y\u0259, bel\u0259likl\u0259 d\u0259, getm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259 axtar\u0131ram. He\u00e7 k\u0259ndd\u0259ki birc\u0259 yolayr\u0131c\u0131, bir a\u011fac, bir da\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259ni xat\u0131rlam\u0131rlar. Amma soru\u015fsan, \u015e\u0131rlan bulaq harada idi, filank\u0259sin ne\u00e7\u0259 ba\u015f qoyunu vard\u0131, filnak\u0259s ne\u00e7\u0259nci il, ay\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 Q\u0131z\u0131l Qayadan u\u00e7ub \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u0259zb\u0259r bilirl\u0259r…<\/p>\n
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Bac\u0131m da el\u0259 o vaxtlar, sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 gedib, orada ata yurdumuzda ya\u015fay\u0131b v\u0259 sonradan ail\u0259si il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. He\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m ki, m\u0259n d\u0259rs dediyim b\u00fct\u00fcn sinifl\u0259r\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi, Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r yerini m\u0259har\u0259tl\u0259 t\u0259svir ed\u0259 bilirdim. \u0130ndi is\u0259, ata evimiz yand\u0131r\u0131landan sonra, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259rim yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Bel\u0259c\u0259, t\u0259svirl\u0259rim d\u0259 c\u0131l\u0131zla\u015f\u0131b. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n co\u011frafiya d\u0259rsl\u0259rind\u0259 oralar\u0131 t\u0259svir ed\u0259rk\u0259n, t\u0259kc\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tin, yeralt\u0131 v\u0259 yer\u00fcst\u00fc s\u0259rv\u0259tl\u0259rin deyil, insanlar\u0131n da haqq\u0131nda \u0259trafl\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu, d\u0259rsl\u0259rimi daha da c\u0259lbedici, maraql\u0131 edir, pedaqoji sah\u0259d\u0259 u\u011furlar qazand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ta, he\u00e7 n\u0259 v\u0259 he\u00e7 kim bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n
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Donub qalm\u0131\u015f heyk\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir. O q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259rlidir ki, o\u011flunun k\u0259nardan fotosunu \u00e7\u0259kdiyind\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olub. \u018fg\u0259r kim bac\u0131m\u0131 bu halda g\u00f6rs\u0259, y\u0259qin, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259r. Fotoda yand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f evimizin xarabal\u0131\u011f\u0131na bax\u0131r. Ona t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131r. Ham\u0131n\u0131n, h\u0259tta gavurun da yerin\u0259 utan\u0131ram. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu \u015f\u0259kil deyir ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259 ald\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 geri verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Y\u0259qin, el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bac\u0131m Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131ya gedib-qay\u0131dandan bel\u0259 s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fib, m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6n\u00fcb…<\/p>\n
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Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259ki \u00e7oxmill\u0259tli m\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259, el\u0259 bac\u0131mla birg\u0259 h\u0259r il may bayramlar\u0131nda s\u00fclh r\u0259mzi olaraq s\u0259maya a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r burax\u0131rd\u0131q. Ham\u0131 s\u0259maya bax\u0131b sevinirdi: u\u015faqlar da, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r d\u0259, g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r d\u0259. Onlar\u0131 ovuclar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n qurtar\u0131b mavi s\u0259man\u0131n a\u011fu\u015funa atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259 qanad \u00e7al\u0131b t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edirdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n
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-X\u0131nababa, x\u0131nababa, u\u00e7, get, atam\u0131 g\u0259tir!<\/p>\n
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Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck, atam evimiz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qalxan d\u00f6ng\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lir. Qollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259di. M\u0259n v\u0259 bac\u0131m var g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 atam\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131na at\u0131l\u0131b boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131q… H\u0259r il bel\u0259c\u0259, yaz g\u0259l\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z bac\u0131mla birlikd\u0259 Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131dak\u0131 evimizin \u0259traf\u0131nda – zirinc v\u0259 itburnu kollar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rtlayan tumurcuqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda x\u0131nababa axtar\u0131r, onu \u0259limizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub u\u00e7anad\u0259k atam\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259tirm\u0259yini \u0259mr edirdik. V\u0259 atam g\u0259lirdi…<\/p>\n
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O g\u00fcn Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259ki ba\u011f\u00e7amda yer bell\u0259yirdim. Q\u0259fil bir x\u0131nababa \u0259limin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qondu (Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259 yerlil\u0259r bu b\u00f6c\u0259y\u0259 “fatman\u0259n\u0259”, bak\u0131l\u0131lar is\u0259” parab\u00fcz\u0259n” deyirl\u0259r…). B\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259ni d\u0259 kims\u0259 axtar\u0131r, x\u0131nababa? \u0130nanm\u0131ram. Ham\u0131 yan\u0131mda, bac\u0131m da yax\u0131n\u0131mdad\u0131r. Valideynl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 \u00e7oxdan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib. B\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259ni axtaran ata yurdumdur? Barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ucunad\u0259k yeriy\u0259n x\u0131nababa q\u0259fil qanad a\u00e7\u0131r, lap yax\u0131nl\u0131qda, ke\u00e7\u0259n il \u0259kdiyim, \u00c7ind\u0259n g\u0259tirilmi\u015f Amerika tuyas\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131-ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131 yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qonur. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir. \u018flimi x\u0131nababan\u0131n yolunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tuturam, sevinc\u0259k barmaqlar\u0131ma t\u0259r\u0259f yeriyir. Bilmir\u0259m, ona n\u0259 deyim? X\u0131nababa bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bel\u0259c\u0259, \u0259limd\u0259, ovcumda vurnuxur. Sonra is\u0259 \u0259mr verm\u0259diyimd\u0259n q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nib b\u0259rkd\u0259n v\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r, q\u0259fil qanad a\u00e7\u0131b havaya qalx\u0131r, el\u0259 bil, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dron u\u00e7ur, indic\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yacaq! V\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n itir…<\/p>\n
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\u0130ndi dron s\u0259sl\u0259rini x\u0131nababa s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n daha tez-tez e\u015fidir\u0259m. \u015eimalda v\u0259 c\u0259nubdak\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 dronun \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 hoqqalar h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Ming\u0259\u00e7evirin \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259limi zaman\u0131 da dron g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 dronlar\u0131n say\u0131 x\u0131nababalar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcb…<\/p>\n
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N\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259rsd\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259rimd\u0259n biri q\u0259fil soru\u015fdu ki, niy\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n r\u00fcbd\u0259ki kimi K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, oralar\u0131 \u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259 il\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 etmir\u0259m? Xeyli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, \u015fagirdl\u0259rim\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nmir, \u0259ksin\u0259, sual ver\u0259nl\u0259ri ir\u0259li \u00e7\u0259kir, m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259rs qurma\u011fa, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259, \u0259trafl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onlarla qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 ehtiram v\u0259 inam yarada bilmi\u015f\u0259m. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m:<\/p>\n
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-Get, \u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal el\u0259, insanlar\u0131 q\u0131r, yurd-yuvas\u0131ndan did\u0259rgin sal, sonra da evl\u0259rini yand\u0131r, g\u00f6r yerd\u0259 n\u0259 qal\u0131r?<\/p>\n
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Utand\u0131m. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n n\u0259 riyaziyyat, n\u0259 d\u0259 tarix m\u00fc\u0259llimiy\u0259m…<\/p>\n
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-Co\u011frafiya! – arxa partada oturan nadinc, qara\u015f\u0131n o\u011flan – Ayxan ucadan deyir v\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n ona baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb q\u0131zarsa da, s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u00fcr. – Yerind\u0259 co\u011frafiya qal\u0131r!<\/p>\n
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Qeyri-ixtiyari doda\u011f\u0131m qa\u00e7d\u0131. V\u0259ssalam, bu dodaqqa\u00e7ma yet\u0259rli idi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn sinif doyunca g\u00fcls\u00fcn. M\u0259n d\u0259 onlara qo\u015fuluram. Ayxan\u0131n cavab\u0131na el\u0259 sevindim ki, ona \u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k qiym\u0259t verdim, d\u0259rsimi ke\u00e7ib q\u0259rib\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259h v\u0259 sevinc hissl\u0259ri il\u0259 ev\u0259 yolland\u0131m…<\/p>\n
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Bahar g\u0259lir, meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131r, m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7amda yer bell\u0259m\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rini bitirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Hiss edri\u0259m ki, yer bell\u0259dikc\u0259 \u0259trafda x\u0131nababalar da \u00e7oxal\u0131r. Onlar\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6rm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si il\u0259 add\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131 yeyinl\u0259yir\u0259m. Yol\u00fcst\u00fc bac\u0131mgil\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, fikrimd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131n\u0131ram. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyinir\u0259m:<\/p>\n
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-Yox, m\u0259n ged\u0259si olmad\u0131m… yox…<\/p>\n
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Fevral-mart 2026<\/p>\n
Bak\u0131, M\u0259rd\u0259kan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
hekay\u0259 “Da\u011flara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f” silsil\u0259sind\u0259n -Dedim ax\u0131, getmir\u0259m! -Niy\u0259, bax niy\u0259?! – Bac\u0131m Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarl\u0131ya gedib-qay\u0131dandan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 yaman s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fib. El\u0259 bil hans\u0131sa g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m. – Camaat t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcf oralara, b\u0259s dem\u0259zl\u0259r, niy\u0259 bu adam ata yurduna getmir?! -Ata yurdu qal\u0131b ki, ay bac\u0131… -Niy\u0259 qalm\u0131y\u0131f, illafca yax\u015f\u0131 qal\u0131f! Di s\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1665,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1664","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-proza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1664","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1664"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1664\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1666,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1664\/revisions\/1666"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1664"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1664"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imza.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1664"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}