{"id":1605,"date":"2026-05-05T00:31:03","date_gmt":"2026-05-04T20:31:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/imza.info\/?p=1605"},"modified":"2026-05-05T00:31:03","modified_gmt":"2026-05-04T20:31:03","slug":"camal-yusifzad%c9%99-payizim-oy-qisim-oy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/imza.info\/?p=1605","title":{"rendered":"Camal Yusifzad\u0259 : Pay\u0131z\u0131m oy, q\u0131\u015f\u0131m oy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Camal Yusifzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259ri<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Pay\u0131z\u0131m oy, q\u0131\u015f\u0131m oy<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u018fhm\u0259d O\u011fuza<\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259n<br \/>\nBir\u0259r-bir\u0259r qar g\u0259lir;<br \/>\nPay\u0131z\u0131m oy, q\u0131\u015f\u0131m oy.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi bilir\u0259m ki, n\u0259 itirmi\u015f\u0259m;<br \/>\nBir\u0259r-bir\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rim;<br \/>\nBir\u0259r-bir\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131m oy.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qar g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nKi\u015filikd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq<br \/>\nYaman m\u0259n\u0259 ar g\u0259lir.<br \/>\n\u00dcmidi va\u011fam olan<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131m oy, da\u015f\u0131m oy!<br \/>\nOvcumun aras\u0131nda<br \/>\nHavalanm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m oy.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcz\u00fc-d\u00fcnya \u0259l\u0259nibdi a\u011fappaq;<br \/>\nMe\u015f\u0259si a\u011f,<br \/>\nBax\u00e7as\u0131 a\u011f, da\u011f\u0131 a\u011f;<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131m, ba\u011f\u0131m, qar\u0131m oy.<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, sifari\u015fl\u0259 \u0259l\u0259nmir,<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131r, ya\u011f\u0131r, ya\u011f\u0131r oy,<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131r, ya\u011f\u0131r \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131na;<br \/>\nAy\u0131n\u0131n yuxusuna,<br \/>\n\u0130gidin qorxusuna,<br \/>\nAl\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na;<br \/>\nNam\u0259rdim oy, m\u0259rdim oy!<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nDiri g\u00f6zl\u00fc d\u0259rdim oy.<\/p>\n<p>Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m qara t\u0259\u015fn\u0259,<br \/>\nArd\u0131c g\u00f6zl\u00fc oca\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k dolu taba\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nE\u015fq haval\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131m;<br \/>\nOca\u011f\u0131m oy, e\u015fqim oy.<br \/>\nLaxtalanm\u0131\u015f b\u0259xtim oy.<\/p>\n<p>Dostlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\nQald\u0131r\u0131lan taxt\u0131m oy.<br \/>\nPay\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259n<br \/>\nBir\u0259r-bir\u0259r qar g\u0259lir&#8230;<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 bel\u0259 soyuqdu?<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 dar g\u0259lir!<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 dar g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259&#8230; b\u0259lk\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Nuh dedik?..<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259?&#8230;B\u0259lk\u0259..??<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r dem\u0259dik, ALLAH?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa g\u00f6z g\u0259r\u0259k deyil?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 ovutma\u011fa s\u00f6z g\u0259r\u0259k deyil?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 qovrulma\u011fa k\u00f6z g\u0259r\u0259k deyil?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, vallah?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u00f6nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u00f6nd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 torpaqdad\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 dizimiz?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259&#8230; b\u0259lk\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm varsa, sevilm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 sevm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 sev\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 ruh dediyin al-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 qan?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 torpaq \u00fcst\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t meyv\u0259si,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 torpaq altda toxumdu insan?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r dahi t\u0259nha bir d\u0259li?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259li t\u0259nha bir dahi? &#8211; Sirdi \u0130LAH\u0130!<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0131rs\u0131ra?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 k\u0259hr\u0259bad\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlas\u0131?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 pi\u015fikl\u0259ri maraq \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti M\u0259cnun s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 qatill\u0259ri qatil el\u0259y\u0259n hakimdi ancaq?<br \/>\n(onun da q\u0259tlin\u0259 f\u0259rman olacaq!)<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qatill\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011flar?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qatilin&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 quruca bir can borcu var?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259\u015fr\u0259fi \u0130BL\u0130S?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0130blisdi bizim b\u00fct\u00fcm\u00fcz?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259&#8230; b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm \u015f\u0259xsi i\u015f?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u018fZRA\u0130L \u015f\u0259xsi sifari\u015f?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259&#8230; b\u0259lk\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 xeyirs\u0259 &#8211; odur h\u0259qiq\u0259t?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7in olmayan murad\u0131 a\u011f at?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259? B\u0259lk\u0259?..<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q d\u0259lixay bir &#8220;ah&#8221;!?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 c\u0131z\u0131lmayan s\u0259mad\u0131 ALLAH?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, vallah?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 yediyimiz he\u00e7 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k deyil?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 satq\u0131nlara \u00fcz g\u0259r\u0259k deyil?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fcz g\u0259r\u0259k deyil?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 q\u00fcrur duyaq r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t alanda?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 utanmayaq xo\u015fb\u0259xt olanda?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 satq\u0131nlara vicdan heyk\u0259li,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 heyk\u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 vicdan s\u0131r\u0131yaq?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 vaxt dediyin puldur kim\u0259s\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 b\u0259xt dediyin &#8211; quldur kim\u0259s\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 taxt dediyin &#8211; c\u0259llad k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fc? &#8211;<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259n f\u0259rqind\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nN\u0259 m\u0259n f\u0259rqind\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 TANRI bizd\u0259n \u00e7ox yuxar\u0131da?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 biz TANRIDAN \u00e7ox a\u015fa\u011f\u0131y\u0131q? &#8211;<br \/>\n\u00e7atm\u0131r s\u0259simiz!<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 pay\u0131zda \u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n ancaq &#8211;<br \/>\nyarpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011facaq.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 yaz ba\u015f\u0131? &#8211;<br \/>\nal\u00e7alar x\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, vallah!?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 a\u011flayaq bir az?<br \/>\n(Niy\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 a\u011flamaq olmaz?)<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcnya s\u0259nin?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131r qazan\u0131 \u0130BL\u0130S xeyr\u0259ti?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 borc vermi\u015fdi TANRI qeyr\u0259ti?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t &#8211; dan\u0131lmaz &#8220;d\u00fcn\u0259n&#8221;?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qorxu &#8211; &#8220;sabah&#8221;d\u0131?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259? B\u0259lk\u0259?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259nni asaq g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131ndan?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 y\u0131r\u011falayaq yer k\u00fcr\u0259mizi?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyaya bir d\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131q?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 qay\u0131tmayaq, YA R\u018fSUL ALLAH?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Camal Yusifzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259ri &nbsp; Pay\u0131z\u0131m oy, q\u0131\u015f\u0131m oy \u018fhm\u0259d O\u011fuza Pay\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259n Bir\u0259r-bir\u0259r qar g\u0259lir; Pay\u0131z\u0131m oy, q\u0131\u015f\u0131m oy. \u0130ndi bilir\u0259m ki, n\u0259 itirmi\u015f\u0259m; Bir\u0259r-bir\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rim; Bir\u0259r-bir\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131m oy. G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qar g\u0259lir, Ki\u015filikd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq Yaman m\u0259n\u0259 ar g\u0259lir. \u00dcmidi va\u011fam olan Torpa\u011f\u0131m oy, da\u015f\u0131m oy! Ovcumun aras\u0131nda Havalanm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m oy. 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